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2009-03-29T15:32:00.002+08:00

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2008-08-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

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2008-08-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

have u guys even did u part as parents? wad u did is juz crapy things.
wad do u treat mi as? juz smth 2 make use of or juz smth 2 vent ur anger on? if u tiink tat she's btr dhen juz tell mi... i will automatically dissappear... i would rather live in a orphanage dhen 2 live in tis lifeless n loveless house... tis mite b a hse tat seems tat dere's everything bt basically dere's nth.
no love, nth... ITS SIMPLY JUZ A COVER!
by treating mi lyk tis, its not making mi 2 wake up, u guys r juz feeding e hatred deep inside mi...
frm e 2 most impt person in my hart, u 2 hab bcme e 2 most unimpt person in my hart...
if tis r e things tat u wan, so b it...
i dun gib a damn anymore
wad family love, ALL CRAP...
u would rather belive wad ur fren sae dhen wad i sae... if tat's e case, ASK UR FREN 2 B UR SON LA
y bring mi 2 tis world... no matter how hard i tried 2 change, NTH WILL CHANGE IN UR HART...
U GUYS WILL 4EVA ONI C E PAIN OF UR DAUGHTER... HAB U GUYS EVA C WAD'S INSIDE MI?
ALL U GUYS C ABT MI IS JUZ MY FLAWS...
if u guys oni wanna c my flaws... dhen i oso had nth 2 sae, COZ TIS IS JUZ PROVNIG TAT U GUYS R EMOTIONALLY BLIND
u guys oways ask mi, u or my frens r more impt, of course is em
whn i share smth wif u, u guys promise not 2 tell any1, bt in e end... wad happened? E NXT DAY EVERY1 KNW WAD HAPPENED, tat feeling is juz lyk being btrayed by some1 v close...
LET MI TELL U GUYS, IF U GUYS CAN ONI GIB UR LOVE 2 1PERSON, DHEN U GUYS BLOODY HELL SEND MI AWAY...
U GUYS FORCE MI 2 TIS STATE, RMB!!! ITS U GUYS... WHO FORCED MI 2 E PERSON I AM NOW...
i would rather i hab a peaceful n happy family dhen all these materialistic stuffs...
N` SINCE U GUYS DUN TRUST MI ALRD, SO WAD'S E POINT OF CONTINUING TIS RELASIONSHIP, JUZ END IT LA

2008-05-15T19:19:00.003+08:00

Everything was wrong in e 1st place... im sry if i've done so much harm 2 u

everything shd had end a long time ago, so tat none of us would had get hurt

Though we r alrd not 2gether bt i still hope we could frens...

bt b4 tat, think we shd had a period 4 every1 2 calm down

i oso wished u would b happy wif ur stead

Looking 4ward 2 ur change of decision~

2008-05-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

lolz ytd w8 4 12mid juz 2 sae happy bday 2 my dear weixuan mama...

wan 2 knw wad she said 2 mi?

*** cannt sae, not allowed by her*** go ask her if u wanna knw hahas

ITS LYK SO FUNNY LA

lolz hahas.

anyway gt mdm pamela 4 my oral... did quite well, i tiink?

except 4 my voice v weird due 2 my sore-throat bt who cares hahas

physics paper still ok bahs... except 4 a few qn?

nth 2 post recently

so byes !

HAPPY BDAY MAMA!~

2008-04-28T20:31:00.002+08:00

1.At what age do you wish to marry?
24.
2.Study hard or play hard??
Both.
3.Who is the person you trust most?
Steph
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yes
5.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
No more emo times.
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.
7.What is your goal for this year?
Get 2 4B
8.Do you believe in eternity love?
Half- Half.
9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Yes.
10.What feeling do you love the most?
Being loved.
11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Good Character.
12.What feeling do you hate most?
Jealousy.
13.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes.
14.Do you believe in god?
No.
15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends.
16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Her ;)
17.Whose your best friends?
Steph, HuiShi, WeiXuan, Brandon, WeiXiang
18.Who cares for you the most?
Steph n Her :)
19.Who are the people you love the most?
Steph, Huishi, Weixuan, Brandon, Weixiang n her.
20.Who do you tink is more important to you- Best Friends or Stead
Stucked.

** Instructions: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all i've tagged :

People 2 tag:
-Steph
-HuiShi
-Brandon
-WeiXiang
-QiWen Jie
-Shawn
-Yvonne
-Evelyn

2008-04-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

It have been a long time since i posted...

was rather troubled nowadays...

Im sry 4 doing all these 2 u... bt i juz cant stand e sight...

i rly cant... whnever i c tat, it makes mi feel... not jealous bt smth else

i've been trying 2 change 4 ue... bt things juz doesnt goes e way...

im rly trying v hard 2 carry on... bt i rly dno how 2 face u anymore...

tmr is our 3rd mth... is e feeling still e same as b4?

or have u slowly changed?

i can tell u... i love u more n more...

bt everytime smth will juz ruin everything

how abt u? isit e same as b4?

r u sure u hab nth tat u hide frm mi?

r u sure?

im alrd entering e world of depression slowly...

im rly crashing... i cant control my emotions anymore...

history had begun 2 repeat itself...

im wrong... i rly am...

Death is not e scariest thing... Love is~!

2008-04-17T19:19:00.007+08:00

It have been lyk tis 4 days...
e prob is not wib her bt it's wif us...
eventhough i alrd do e things tat u dun lyk...
bt e results r still e same... or even worse
y...? y did u ask mi not 2 do those stuffs bt u kept repeating it...
do u knw how guilty i felt whn some1 told mi how hurt u r?
bt wad abt mi?
have u rly tot of my feelings? im a mammal not a reptile...
no matter wad other ppl sae... i did not rly listen...
not even whn my best fren tell mi...
i tried 2 trust u, bt everything juz went wrg...
wad do u wan?
u wanna b wif him or mi...?

Death is not e scariest thing... Love is~

2008-04-10T16:26:00.005+08:00

2day was lyk damn screwed up la...

bowling gt e worst score eva in my life...

is lyk dno wad happened larhs... i throw right... it goes left...

i throw str8 until it can str8 until 3/4 of e lane le dhen go inside drain -.-

GRR... dun wan sae le...

Haiish dun u feel tat we r drifting further n further away...?

wad happened?

does tis means u prefer him dhen u prefer mi?

if tat's e case... plz tell mi, coz i rly dun wan 2 carry on wif tis type of relasionship

anymore...

could u juz tell mi wad u wan? i seriously wanna knw...

Going back 2 e past...
World of Depression~

2008-04-07T20:35:00.003+08:00

Wad e hell happened 2 mi?

Y am i having tis type of feeling?

Does tis means tat im changing again?

ITS NOT SUPPOSED 2 HAPPEN TIS WAY?! ITS NOT?!!

i juz cant bring myself 2 do it... y am i starting 2 feel emo whn i c

those things?

isit sympathy or isit smth else?

I hate tis feeling, i rly do...

its rly an unbearable feeling 2 have...

i've experienced it 4 3months... i dun wan 2 experienced it

eva again...NEVER EVA!!!

c-ing u in tis state rly doesnt make mi feels good...

i dno if tat's real or fake... bt im rly in between...

i tried not 2 believe wad other ppl sae... bt e things tat happened

rly makes mi feel tat everything is true...

Wad shd i do?!?!?! RAWR~

***World of Fantasy***
Conufused~

2008-04-01T18:25:00.004+08:00

lolz 2day went 2 jec wif hs n steph...

both of em qiao zha mi again -.- everytime same thing de...

hahas finally found out who steph lyks...

so some1 will b sad while some1 will b happy lyk siao...

hahas dhen steph juz now told mi smth tat ahems did... was lyk so funny

larhs... hahas

hahas... anyway probably going chalet during june... applicable oni 2 those

who steph going 2 ask?

not even sure if we r going lolz

Happy April's Fool's Day
lolz

2008-03-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hm... 2day is e 26th again hahas...

its our 2nd month ^^

have uue been happy tis 2months? ><

im sorry if i did somethings 2 make u sad...

as far as i knw... iloveyou <33

have uue guys eva seen ant emo?

whn he emo... i can sae he is e scariest guy i eva see...

bt still as ahems... oni 4 3B`o8 2 knw... if uue dun get it dhen 2 bad hahas

lolz... muz chiong 4 my maths n sci tis term le... so cyax...

Loving her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-03-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hm... 2day is good fri, n true if enuff... its good xcept 4 some part

my laopo angry wif mi... haiish

bt now everything okies le ^^ i tiink hahas iloveyou dear <333

Hm... went 2 westmall 2 watch

Orphanage wif slowpoke... she was lyk so scared larhs... though she said its

boring in e beginning...

whn e movie end...

a lot of ppl cried sia...

wonder if its e scary part or e touching part hahas

after tat went 2 chinese garden 4 a walk... hahas e air was so refreshing...

bt its a little bit warm due 2 e acid rain tis afternoon...

went up e pagoda 2 hahas... 1st time? i tiink or mayb i 4gt le hahas

nth else 2 post le bahs... cyaz!

Loving Evelyn Chew wif my hart <33>
26.o1.o8

2008-03-18T17:33:00.001+08:00

Edwin: I'm a baboon with red butt!

Hello! Just trying to save his blog & post on his behalf. He wanna say he love anthony. Okay done edwin!
Extra.ing here woots:
Steph :D

edwinisababoon edwinisababoon edwinisababoon edwinisababoon edwinisababoon

2008-03-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

I've never changed...
have u? think uue did...
Since uue gib mi hope 2 life... y did uue take it away n push mi 2 e world of darkness again?
do u knw, how lonely i am?

Watching princess hrs now... it brinqs back a lot of sad memories

wich i dun even feel lyk recalling...

juz came back frm camp ytd... finally pass out as a sergeant lerhs...

juz whn i was happy... my nite was ruined...

nbms....

nth much rly 2 post larhs...

rain more so tat i would feel e feeling...

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33>

2008-03-08T19:07:00.001+08:00

hm... nth rly 2 post recently...

as life went on as per normal?

everyday goinq thru e same thinqs

schl, go out, go home, do hw, slp -.-

wad other thinqs can i do xcept 4 those?

dun rly feel lyk usinq e com nowadays due 2 some reasons...

hols had started n I HATE TIS HOL coz 4days of camp n tons of hw -.-

how am i goinq 2 finish it lehs? haiish

i would rather go 2 e schl n study dhen havinq tis "holiday"

i dun even call it a holiday... its juz a better term tat e schl use -.-

Loving her, Evelyn Chew <33>

2008-02-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hahas 2day e test was lyk totally screwed up larhs...

dun tok abt it lerhs =x

juz 1thinq tat i feel lyk writinq now...

"No use living on when the happiest days of life had passed"
-Stephanie Tan-

dun uue guys find tat its a gd quote?

who agree wif tat quote?

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

2day gt e enrichment n its e last workshop till aug`o8?

moreover, I HAD P.E SUPPLEMENTARY SIA... special, isnt it?

hahas dhen went home after tat...

e 1st thinq i do whn i on9 was 2 view laopo's bloq...

so emo larhs n it's totally caused by mi...

sry dear, i nbr knw tat i've caused uue so much pain

i have nbr left uue dere 2 fite alone...

i've oways been wif uue...

i ♥ uue... i rly do...

i will never eva leave uue 2 fend urself... NEVER IN MY LIFE ~

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hm nth 2 post recently larhs... nth much rly happen...

Now let mi introduce uue a chio bu

... ... ... MinZ ! tadah !

hahas if uue interested in her... feel free 2 contact mi...

i'll b glad 2 gib uue her no. bt she now gt 7suitors le worhs...

So ur choice 2 c if uue wan 2 join in e grp or nt hahas xD

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

Lost !

hmm ytd went 2 watch "L chanqe e world" at 12... it lasted 4 2hr10mins

e movie was more lyk a comedy dhen a horror movie zzz

was lyk fall out wif a lot of ppl sia? zzz

dhen tat fckinq uncle of mine... he was lyk so wtf?

i go out... it's lyk none of his business dhen at tat crap so much larhs...

dun tok abt him lerhs... e mention-inq of him reminds mi of his hair -.-

1 word 2 describe it DISGUSTING !!!

was lyk so bored nowadays larhs... nth 2 do de

ltr still gt tuition haiish...

hahas im rly lost...

1st time in my life im havinq tis feeling

i dno wad am i doinq at all larhs...

hahas bt at least dere is 1 thing gd abt being lost...

at least i dun have 2 face so mani ppl?

hahas n guess wad?

eil's gan-laogong mite b e irritating fish tart wich alex call fck tart?

hahas none of my business...

its alrdy none of my business since 19.o1.o8 ( e day wich i nbr ever wanna recall)

i hate it ! i hate my life now ! i dun even call it life

im juz a pawn of e god...

my oni job is 2 move 2 wad eva place e god ask mi 2...

hmm... so wad 4 makinq so much decision since its all destined?

im rly exhausted... i dun have e energy 2 continue moving on...

Loving her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

hmm... 2day was a rather gd day?

e physics test were so damn ez... kinda confident in gettinq full marks... =x

dhen e day was lyk flew past so fast... probably coz have been playinq wif

monkey n di ko peh

hahas di ko peh is e 1 who is sittinq in front of mi...

dhen went 2 play basketball... was lyk so drained after tat? ***not sure if i use e ritez term***

sry dear 4 not pei-ing uue... I <33 uue ! dhen after tat went 2 e hall 2 play

badminton...

my skill was lyk deproved so much

zzz hmm still can larhs, at least not a zero?

went 2 e backstage 2 slack wif laopo...

hahas kissed her 2day...? >.<

lolz lookinq 4ward 2 tmr... xD hahas laopo rmb horz !

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

Lolz 4days bo post le... coz nth 2 post la

dhen 2day went 2 ncc... kinda slacked bt NXT WEEK GT TEST LIAOZ

n i haven memorise everythinq? -.-

dun tok abt it zzz

hmm nth 2 post larhs... had a lot of fun at kfc juz now... especially reuben, so funny

whn jowynn sae he v handsome... his whole face turned red =x even his nose

looks lyk those opera-actors hahas

7.30 dhen reach home... was lyk so tired lorhs...

missinq my laopo lehs <3

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Lolz 2day went 2 jp after schl wif tmm n pigcate a.k.a zhumao...

was lyk so funny lorhs hahas...

sry worhs weixuan, didn go out wib uue... make it up 2 uue nxt time

went ichiban... was lyk so cheap? *cheaper dhen sakae, at least*

Lolz now owe zhumao a meal? ***RAWR***

we were lyk loiterinq buyinq presents n receivinq presents? lolz hahas

e plastic baq tat im takinq alonq wif mi is so biq la? bt is all w0rth it =3

time rly flew? it was already lyk goinq 6 whn i last check e time is 4?

haiish goinq back 2 my shelter again... so sianz

all i get r scoldinqs? wadeva i alrd dun gib a damn anyway

2day keep ticklinq dear hahas... her expression was lyk so cute xD

hmm missinq HER now worhs T.T

Lovinq HER, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

Lolz YAY ! tmr can c dear le... so miss her la

weixuan oso came back frm msia le... ask her 2 sms mi whn she back bt she nbr

RAWRS !!!

so sianz now lorhs... tokinq 2 an elephant-baboon? hahas guess who is it...

dhen tat pig-cat horz... sms mi half way oso nbr reply... sure is 4get aqain

hm... i missed her lorhs... wonder if she reached home le mahs

went 2 sentosa ytd, so pathetic lorhs... out of 39, 8 went oni?

bt had fun at e beach? burinq shoes n throwinq sand lolz

S0 SIANZ N0W !!!

Lolz dear i post le... ltr rmb post horz ^^

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

Lolz 2day is e 1st day of cny...

was lyk damn sianz la... cannt c her at all 4 4days?!?!?!

will go crazy de lorhs...

hope can c her on sat lorhs... haiish

every1 came 2 my hse 2day... so noisy la...

wif my 6th n 7th aunt here, tis place can bcme a wet market or even noisier lolz

haiish so sianz, hope can c her soon

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

o.o 2day is new yr "EVE" hahas tiink y i type in capital letters hahas

went 2 schl 2day super early... so tired la, is lyk totally no ppl de?

dhen went 4 ncc morninq duty, so sianz de lorhs nth do down dere

2juniors down dere kept quarrellinq -.- so irritatinq

e concert was quite nice la, hab lots of fun wif yuheng, jiajun n derek?

P.E was e best la, play captain ball 12:2? hahas ard dere

N MY TEAM GT 12!!! pro riteZ?

dhen after schl went 2 orchard wif hs n th?

was lyk so fun larhs hahas

especially e part whr th n mi buwiie hs wakakaka~

walk here n dere lyk siao de?

after tat sms wo qin ai de dear ^^

T_T so sianz lorhs 4days cannt c her... sure die de lorhs

I MISSED HER NOW ALRDY !!!

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-02-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

Lolz 2day went out wif th n ant 2 do e hero project thing...

dhen th was lyk damn late? lols

hahas dhen went 2 e library... it was lyk duh?

did nth de... coz th's laptop bo connection

in e end, slacked dere until 2+ dhen go meet dear xD

went 2 arcade wif eileen, dear, th n ant...

th was lyk so cute whn he play DDR hahas

E DAYTONA GAME SUX E MOST !!! WASTE MONEY DE...

e steerinq wheel was lyk so **** hahas fill in e astrix xD

went 2 lan shop at boon lay after tat... kinda fun la BT WAS SUPER TIRED

I MISSED HER WORHS... can oni c her on mon T_T

could time move faster?

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-01-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

Juz woke up frm my slp...

though i oni slept 4 1hr bt i kinda like heard a lot of noises inside my brain

those noises makes mi v irritated...

so uue can rougly guess how i feel now

Hm... tmr gt chem n ss test n i haven study ss test at all T_T SCARED FAIL SIA !!!

nth rly 2 bloq le la... *totally blank* hahas

no matter how much ppl opose... i knw wad im doinq...

tat's all i nid 2 knw...

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-01-31T10:57:00.000+08:00

Chio Bu in action xD

Hm... juz came back frm sec3 adventure camp...

bt its more lyk a sec3 torture camp =x

1st camp wif her... went out quite well?

xcept whn she angry wif mi? SORRY DEAR !!!

a lot of thinqs happened in e camp...

makinq mi feel lyk killinq e guy especially whn e campfire is burninq...

GRRR... no matter wad happened i'll still love you

if i did somethinq wich uue dun lyk, feel free 2 tell mi ^^ *seriously*

Lovinq her, Evelyn Chew <33
26.o1.o8

2008-01-27T06:53:00.000+08:00

hahas ty gwt, i finally managed 2 upload tis file...

TY GWT !!!

hahas i upload tis video le xD hahas rmb 2 post worhs hahas <3>

2008-01-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

lolz... 2day went bowlinq wif th...

dhen my score is lyk so pathetic sia avg of 2games 101.5 nia

lyk shit, less dhen my standard by 28.5 sia...

its lyk omost 3spare, while evelyn gt 160!!! wth?!!! so hiqh, who could get tat score w/o proper

traininq? =x

dhen have been lyk smsinq her 4 e whole day after schl until now... she slp le hahas

sae can tahan until 11, dhen now slp le...

I WILL GET HOLD OF E VIDEO

juz uue w8, muhahahahas

hm 1st time sms her 4 so lonq or mayb even e 1st time smsinq her, i tiink?

now so tired la... eyes lyk semi-closed

***BEHOLD E VIDEO OF EVELYN IN CLASS SOME DAYS XDD***

Lovinq her, Ler WeiXuan <33
o5.o8.o7 n 19.o8.o7, happiest day of my life ^^

2008-01-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

Lolz 2day went 2 jec wif tanhao, evelyn n eileen...

lolz its lyk evelyn went dere ltr dhen us bt reach dere earlier dhen us lor

zzz she flew !!! OMG?!?!

lolz went 2 hab lunch dhen 4pm went 2 watch 1 missed call

e show is lyk damn lame la, dun rly hab an endinq...

not scary at all, juz tat some scenes freak mi out ( scenes lyk... gibinq some1 fone suddenly whn

dhey saw a ghost?)

tokinq 2 eunice now ^^ crappinq wif her wakakaka =x

dno wad 2 tag sia xD if ltr gt anythinq happen dhen cme back hahas

Lovinq her, Ler WeiXuan <33
o5.o8.o7 n 19.o8.o7 happiest days of `o7

2008-01-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

Haiish broke wif her le...

eventhough we had break... tat doesnt mean i've given up

i juz dun wan uue 2 suffer any more...

i will continue 2 w8 4 uue 2 patch wif mi even if it takes uue 1yr...

i'll still w8 4 uue coz i love you...

Lovinq uue, LeR wEi XuAn <33
o5.o8.o7 n 19.o8.o7

2008-01-20T00:52:00.001+08:00

Y muz tis happen?

i wan tis dream 2 continue 4eva, i dun wanna wake up

no matter if its a nightmare or a good dream, i'll never regret it

i've never blame uue b4, so y? y?

do uue knw how hurt i am, whn i heard those things

if tis is retribution, i would rather it is some kind of accident tat cause my death

n not tis !!!

cant we 4get everythinq n go back 2 e past? cant we?

i've never toyed ur feelinqs b4... frm e day we std until 2day is 5mths n 15days

i've never ever toyed ur feelinqs !!!

i will gib uue all my trust n care T_T i seriously will

i rly love uue, i rly do...

can uue let tis dream continue n never end?

as long as we r truthful n carinq 2 each other...

all problems will b solved, i rly dun wan anythinq lyk tis 2 happen !!!

i promise uue tat, it wont b a nightmare 4 uue n mi... i promise T_T

if i rly agree in breakinq wif uue, i will regret... i rly will !!!

i dun wan a repeat in history...

i simply wan 2 b wif uue T.T i dun ask 4 much

all i ask 4 will b ur love n care 4 mi ... tat's all

do uue knw tat o5.o8.o7 n 19.o8.o7 is e best day i eva had in `o7? or mayb even in tis life

im not sweet-talkinq or wadeva, i rly mean wad i said... i rly do T.T

Would uue let mi hold ur hands n continue our journey once again?

Lovinq her as always never-chanqinq <33

*tears dropping*

2008-01-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

Kns i had enuff le la !!!

Fish Tart uue watch out...

i'll squash uue lyk e way i squash an ant or shd i sae i dun even nid e str

uue better dun let mi knw ur info...

or i'll let uue wear a underwear n walk ard...

try mi if uue dun blieve !!!

i'll let uue 生不如死 !!!

kpkb la !

2008-01-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

Its already Jan `08 n my life is no better

wth la... wad did i done wrg tis time la?

Is my past rly tat botherinq?

Is e thinqs i sae so chim till uue can understand? *dun gib mi craps*

hais lost e two most impt thinqs in my life in juz 1 NIGHT

`08 life is much MORE W0RSE DHEN `07

grr whn will tis d4mn thinq end?

ue might sae uue care, bt ask urself... DO UUE?

ask urself, who uue rly care abt? stop lyinq 2 urself n mi...

i had enuff of it le la !!!

END EVERYTHING NOW !!!! GRR...

2008-01-02T19:41:00.001+08:00

Wtf la?!!! 2day so wad la.... every1 lyk nt happy wif mi lyk tat

as if i did smth 2 offend em lyk tis =.=

GRRRR.... !!! i oso wan my post 2 b happy bt i dun rly hab any happy times

so far... mayb yes bt i juz didn write down...

I JUZ HATE IT LA....

im oways some1 who did e wrg thing, sae e wrg thing... zzzz

v tired of tis type of life le la... i would rather gib up everything i hab 2 buy

a happy childhood or shd i sae a happy life !!!

no1 eva understand wad's inside mi

eventhough i opened it several times bt every1 fails 2 understand mi

Haiish i've given up on life so have it given up on mi...

y shd i b born in e 1st place whn i cant b lyk other kids?

y muz i face e pressure tat e adults r facinq or mine is more !!!

Eternal Love wif Laopo <3
19.08.07

2007-12-31T23:32:00.001+08:00

GUESS WAD?

MY DAY IS STILL RUINED ON E LAST DAY OF `07

FK LA... half an a hr more 2 `08 n e day is still beinq ruined

who could b more w0rst dhen my scenario

WTF LA?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE TAT FISH TART...!!! WHO AGREE?

WHO HATE FISH TART!!!!!

EtErNaL DaRkNeSs...
19.08.07

2007-12-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

Do uue even trust mi?

***Tears droppinq every night***

EtErNaL dArKn3sS
19.08.07

2007-12-14T09:15:00.000+08:00

hahaz 2day is e 6th day le n e last day...

kinda excited though... bt still missinq her...

mayb can tok 2 her in 15hrs 43min ~ 17hrs 43min

haiish... I WAN HER BACK... hehex ^.^

nth post in e morninq oso ^^

my la0p0 favourite no. 43 ^^

EtErNaL lovE wif La0p0 <33
19.08.07

2007-12-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

haiish 2day is e 5th day le...

eventhought la0p0 will b back tmr...

bt she will b back at 12¬2am zzz... so mayb cant call her...

i rly missed her lehz T.T

HOPE SHE CAN CME BACK TMR EARLIER SO...

i can call her

haiish tis few days cant tok 2 her, oso 没心情!!!

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33™
19.o8.o7

2007-12-12T11:33:00.000+08:00

2day is e 4th day already...

how slow could e time move ar? T.T

2day dere is a problem tat hab been botherinq mi...

EVEN IN MY DREAMS!!!

i hate tat, i rly hate tat...

i dno if im over-sensitive 2wards tis matter or wad...

bt i rly hate it 2 e core

i rly dun wan e dream 2 cme thru!!!!!!!!!

NEVER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

UUE R E WORST KOR I EVER HAD!!!!!!!

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33
19.o8.o7

2007-12-11T08:30:00.000+08:00

2day is e 3rd day since la0p0 went 2 msia...

i ytd missed her till e state tat...

i tot she's still in sg >.<

i called her hse fone sia despite her nt beinq at hme T.T

tis few days is so borinq without her as she hab already bcme part of my life...

She is e oxygen tat i oways nid... n all e substance 4 mi 2 survive

LA0P0 FASTER CME BACK PLZ T.T

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33
19.o8.o7

2007-12-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

haiish 2day is e 2nd day tat la0p0 went 2 msia....

i ytd missed her so much lor T.T

nbr missed a gal so much b4 nehz

la0p0 faster cme back, if nt i will go crazy de T.T

no mood 2 bloq

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33
19.08.07

2007-12-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

Haiish... 2day is e 1st day la0p0 went 2 msia, n im already v sad le T.T

SOMEMORE dere is still 5more days 2 go

i wonder wad 2 do lehz...

la0p0 rest assured, my hart oni hab uue... 我不会乱来的~~!!!

I MISSED HER LEHZ!!! how i wish she is by my side now T.T

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33
19.08.07

2007-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

2day was a v tired day... ytd slp at 3~4+

dhen 2day gt 2 wake up @ 7 2 go back bb bt in e end woke up at 8 =x

lolz my aunt told mi a lot of thinqs abt habinq a gf in a young age ^^

quite true... bt i trust my la0p0 ^^

woke up so early coz wan 2 pei la0p0 go n settle e bloqshop thinqs ^^

bt durinq e moment, gt a period of time... she's v unhappy...

i oso dun feel gd whn she feel down bt in e end, everythinq went back 2 normal

e happiest moment was whn we were on e bus 852 ^.^ so fun

i will nbr 4get tat de !!!!!!!!!!!

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0 <33
19.08.07

2007-11-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

haiish... another day tat is ruined...

eventhough its lyk dno e how mani times le bt y cant i get used 2 it?

y do i keep habinq tat type of feel tat totally make mi sad n irritated?

can any1 hlp mi? seriously nid it~!!!

lovinq HER <33
05.08.07 19.07.07

who am i 2 uue? T.T

2007-11-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

haiish... 2day was a terrible day...

especially now... feel so alone n lonely... quite emo actually

dno is coz im 2 tired or wad...

feel lyk cryinq sia... *cryinq is nt e privilage of gals*

so shut ur fckinq mouth unless uue wanna comfort mi wich i dun nid so tq

*sincerely*

y isit oways lyk tis lehz? tiinkinq tat my misery is endinq soon bt e knwinq of

1fact, had made me go crazy...

i rly dun wanna c anythinq, can i b blind or juz leave quietly?

eventhough i promise la0p0 nt 2 hab any emo post bt i juz cant stand it le... so

sry...

i knw its selfish bt i cant stand it... im already tryinq v hard 2 chanqe myself

BT COULD ANY1 EVEN UNDERSTAND WAD IM GOINQ THRU NOW?

T.T I RLY HAD ENUFF OF TIS TYPE OF LIFE LE...

i might not b blind physically, bt my hart is already blind...

unable 2 c wad is e purpose of my exsistence...

i knw my attitude sux bt im already tryinq 2 hold my anger...

keepinq it inside my hart...

can any1 understand wad's tat feelinq? if yes, dhen tell mi how 2 solve it

end of post le...

lovinq HER <33
05.08.07 19.08.07

2007-11-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

hahaz 2day went out wib my cute la0p0 n cy...

actually is go suntec company cy find job dhen go ang mo kio 4 e bloqshop

thinqy

dhen dno y whn we reached dere, cy face v *black*... so scary norhx

1st time c him lyk tat sia....

coz whn we reached dere v late so la0p0 postponed e bloqshop thinq 2 tues...

i tiink la0p0 quite angry wif cy 4 beinq so rude sia bt after awile both of em r

fwens aqain.... ^.^

after tat we went 2 bugis 2 watch enchanted... show damn nice sia

DAMN FUNNY~!!!! hahaz

we took 61 2 wm, nt v fun sia xDD v tired bt after we reached wm 4 supper...

quite fun la, jokinq here n dere hahaz

after tat walk la0p0 hme... gt quite some fun while walkinq back hahaz

she is so cute norhx hahaz LOVE HER 1314 <33>

lovinq HER <33
05.08.07 19.08.07

2007-11-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

e last few days was e class chalet thinqy... we didn did anythinq la

except 4 e amazinq race, cyclinq n playinq psp nia

we played id3 n gundam seed

GUNDAM SEED WAS SO FUN while id3,

arcade easier 2 control la

LOST MY FONE DURINQ E CHALET THINQY

so damn sianz la, dhen 2day morninq,

saw sth tat totally ruined my day ( nt 2 b mentioned)

so fckinq sianz la

2day shd b still at e chalet, bt coz miss la0p0 so much, so i came back

we cant get enuff slp dere anyway~ hahaz

~e end~ nth much 2 post abt

Emo-inq
EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0<33

2007-11-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

oO tis is a new bloqskin chanqed by my sis n mi...

it is a brand new bloq... as i promised my la0p0 tat i will try nt 2 hab emo posts le...

she did nt knw tat i hab chanqed e bloqskin... hope she will lyk my new bloqskin =p

2day she wasnt v happy... i tiink she gt scolded by her dad or mum...

hope she is alright T.T it hurts mi whn i c tat...

Exorcists rox~!!!

EtErNaL l0vE wif La0p0
19.08.07

2007-11-09T14:57:00.000+08:00

A moment of happiness doesnt means eternal happiness...

No matter how hard i try... y juz cant uue open e gate 2 mi?

Do uue knw i hab a v hard time? Tears drpping every nite...

DO UUE EVEN KNW WAD I WAN OR HOW I FEEL?

Im rly v hurt n tired, do uue knw tat?

sometimes i rly dno wad muz i do dhen will uue b happy...

I am damn fcking tired le... uue guyz can sae im escaping frm e reality

bt do uue guyz knw how i feel? IF NT SHUT UR FCKING MOUTH

N LEAVE MI ALONE~!!!!!!!!

Im already trying my best bt r uue? i rly cant feel it sometimes...

I've already tried my best 2 reach e standard uue hope 4...

bt uue juz wont satisfy...

IM NTH BT A DAMN FCKING COWARD...!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

Another emo post of e week

Haiish 2day went out wif la0p0 coz of e bloqshop thingy... actually quite sianz la xD

coz oni go take MRT here n dere...

dhen going 2 3destinations... bukit batok, newton n ang mo kio... we went 2 buy my

dinner n her lunch xD

after buying it... we went 2 her hse n hab it

bt instead of habing it, la0p0 went 2 play audi... in e end she took estimated 2hrs

2 complete her foldover ^^

b4 tat we went 2 e popular... she wanna buy her album while i wanna buy my

penknife *tiink uue guyz knw wad i wan 2 do wif it*

bt my la0p0 keep pull mi away... coz i knw she loved mi =p la0p0 i love you

1314 3344 <33

Y muz some1 close 2 mi hurt mi everyday... WITHOUT FAIL!!!

Frankly... in a week i at most oni hab 2days tat im happy 4 e whole day...

e other is those afternoon sad, nitez happy; vice-versa

Haiish cant i hab a time whn e whole week, i can b happy? i dun tiink tis wish is

greedy!!!

3t3rNaL l0vE wif my La0p0, 3t3rNaL dArKn3Ss 4 mI...
Married on 19.08.07

2007-11-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Emo post dun read it if uue dun wan...

Haiish... y cant i hab a day whr i can b happy e whole day?

Everytime whn im v happy in e day... something xtremly bad will happened 2 mi at nitez...

either is i emo... or la0p0 emo or my parents r gibing mi a hard time...

i rly had enuff of tis life...

all i wan is simply ppl 2 love mi, dun care is by who... juz shower mi some love n i would already b happy...

Haiish hope nxt yr would b a better yr 4 mi n my la0p0

Eternal Love wif La0p0 Eternal Darkness 4 mi
Married on 19.08.07

2007-11-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

Perhaps... uue r happier whn uue is wib him n em...

my exsistance in ur life will juz bring uue sadness n boredom...

is our meeting rly correct?

i shd hab been dead 14yrs ago... n nt here bloqqing... n suffering

NO SUFFERINGS AT ALL, if i am nt born!!!

had been injured again... e 3rd time le, n im already EXTREMELY DEPRESSED...

wonder wad will happen if it happens e 4th time

Love my La0p0
19.08.07

2007-10-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night... i found out sth

"Physically Injured is nth while Emotionally Injured is FATAL!!!

a short sharp pain =x could end an eternal misery!!!"

I've been Emotionally Injured twice so plz dun let it happened thrice...

i will die frm it if i suffer another blow...

la0p0 tis tym e blog nt emo le ba !

Eternal Love wif my La0po <33

Married on 19.08.07

2007-10-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Haiish... tis is e worst part of e yr bt is oso e happiest part of e yr

HEY GOD! e yr is already ending, could uue stop playing wif mi?

i hate it totally uue knw?

so can uue plz try 2 put urself in my shoes? do uue knw how painful i am?

c-ing all tis happening bt i cant do anything abt it... ==

im a NOBODY! my EXISTENCE is juz xtra!

2007-10-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

Sianz holiday already... dno wad 2 do lehz... so sianz ==

haiish i totally hate my life now... how i wish i could end it now...

oni uue can stop e game... SO PLZ STOP IT, I DUN WAN 2 PLAY LE

END IT!!! END IT!!!

haiish nth 2 bloq bb... HOPE I COULD GO 3B NXT YR...

2007-10-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

After 19days... finally a new bloq lolz ==

nth 2 bloq recently except 4 e upcoming exam... if it wasnt my la0p0 supporting mi... i would hab gone mad... la0p0 i love you <33

hahaz goin out wif la0p0 soon xD so happy ^^

2007-09-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

2day still okie ^^ especially e ncc... so funny... taufiq being e commander hahaz n1 taufiq

bt after tat v tired sia... somemore no appetite...

fri GT PROF TEST SIA sianz dun even knw a single thing yet...

nth 2 bloq actually...

la0p0 woaiinii <333 muackz ^^ xD

2007-09-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

lolz 2day is sosososo damn sianz lor... went 2 e temple 2 gib offerings...

dhen went 2 west mall n shop 4 clothes... spent $80 on juz 1jeans n shirt

Arghh... i can buy 80k a-cash frm tat amt of $$ sia TT

haiish nth 2 write... (-(oo)-)

love la0p0 4eva <33 miss ni worhhs TT... faster on9

2007-09-08T17:22:00.000+08:00

lolz nth 2 post 4 2day... haiish still gt alot of hw nt done yet... goin 2 do it ltr ^^

hope i can finish e hwS by time ^^

lolz hs e stupid sotonq... wakakaka go 4 it wx ^^ control e sotonqq n save e world...

anyway la0p0 i <33 uue 4eva... sry 4 felling aslp ytd... muackz

2007-09-07T10:09:00.001+08:00

Thnks 2 my keaiix de la0p0... tis bloq is finally done ^^

tq la0p0^^ woaiinii<33 1314 3344